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This hell 15. del

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Whatever came after that was a blur. Days, weeks, months… I don’t know how much time has passed.
It all felt the same.




At first, there was pain. A lot of it. But over time, the physical pain fainted, along with my senses. I went numb to everything around me. I became Their puppet. I had no control over my own body, other than occasional tics and twitches. They pretended to be me, acting everything I usually did, but it was all just a game of pretend. Was it panic? Fear? I don’t even know what I felt. I couldn’t see, I couldn’t feel… I didn’t know what They were doing with my body.
I don’t know how often, but I know I walked through my neighborhood. The first time it happened, people talked to me, to Them. Everything was normal. I looked normal.
How long was it since I talked to somebody?
The only thing I wanted was to get Them out, but there was no way. Not if They were in control. They weren’t just inside of me, They were me. The last time I saw myself in the mirror, I looked… dead. I was dead.
At least I should be. My insides were robot parts and wires after all.
People started to avoid me too. And I shouldn’t blame them. I’d avoid someone like myself back then too.



I woke up one day.
I don’t how.
And I felt… different. I tried to figure out what was going on. From what I could see… that was it. My vision was back. Was that a good thing? What was happening to me? I didn’t know.
I looked around. It was a cloudy day, matching the empty street. Where was everybody? Oh, yeah, peeking through their windows. I felt like… I wasn’t human. Their stares weren’t just scared. There was disgust. I wanted to shout something. Anything. Let out my rage. It wasn’t my fault that I turned into what I was, was it? I took a step back and realized I could move. Hardly, though. A sudden wave of panic took over, but I managed to remain calm. I took a deep breath and felt a sharp pain in my chest. My heart skipped a beat. At least it would’ve if it existed.
Why was it happening? That was the question They must’ve asked Themselves too. I felt the control being taken from me again, but this time, I didn’t give in. I was going to fight for my life.

but I was scared

I dropped to my hands and knees. I was going to find a way to get Them out. I was shaking already.
I didn’t expect the result, though. They seemed to notice that I was done. I wasn’t good enough, I didn’t serve as a disguise anymore. I could feel the wires moving in my guts, trying to get out. Right? I didn’t care, I was going to do my own. I knew for a fact they didn’t use my eyes to see, and I was right. My right eye wasn’t really mine. I couldn’t feel it anyways, so I clawed it out. I knew my face was going to be ruined, but I didn’t stop until I pulled the eyeball out of its socket. Until I felt everything else going up my throat. Until I could pull it all out of me. I didn’t stop until I could see all of Their eyes in the pile of metal junk on the sidewalk.
They disappeared in the sewer. They were gone.



I was left alone on the sidewalk, shaking. I could feel the people’s stares. I stood up, only to fall down again. Kind of like every other time I tried to do anything at all.
I wanted to go away. To escape. To end my suffering.

to die

But I couldn’t. And just like that, I drifted back into the unconsciousness.


“You won’t die.”
It felt like a dream.
“You won’t die. You won’t die.”
I couldn’t be alive. I shouldn’t be.
“You won’t die.”
Baby’s voice was ringing in my ears, repeating the same phrase over and over.
I opened my eyes. I was still there, on the sidewalk. One thing crossed my mind.
I won’t die.
 

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Hvala!!! Nov del zagotovo pride kmalu, imam napisane že vse do 20. ^^
 
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hey
jaz sem punca in hodim v sedmi razred (stara sem 12). Včasih sem sovražila košarko ampak zdaj se mi je postala všeč. Moja sošolka trenira košarko in sem jo vprašala kako je in kako bi bilo če bi jaz začela trenirat. ona je rekla, da bi bila najprej v slabši skupini oz. v mlajši skupini in da imajo vsak delavni dan v tednu treninge (pon-pet). Jaz se še nisem nameravala prijavit ampak sem nameravala doma malo probat in se sama kaj navčit. Zdi se mi bolje da za začetek doma probam ker bom potem imela že neke osnove če se bom prijavila. jaz že treniram en šport ampak bi imela dovolj časa še za košarko in učenje, ker imam treninge tudi ob vikendih in bi potem tudi košrko lahko ampak ne vem kaj bodo rekli starši (staršem nisem nikoli omenila da bi rda trenirala košrko).zdaj pa imam še par vprašanj.
-kje naj kupim žogo (že danes nameravam to narediti)?
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-imate kakšne predloge glede tega kako in kje naj vadim?
-če trenirate bi bila vesela če bi še kaj napisali.
hvala vsem ki bodo odgovorili in se opravičujem za pravopisne napake.
 

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