Loving is hopeless. She was sure of it. She tried to many times and she failed to many of them.

Suddenly she was snapped out of her thoughts with somebody coming through the door to their common room. She wasn't sure of who it was but her body felt too heavy to move so she didn't bother looking that way.

There were three figures that stared at her in shock. At how tired she looked, her face pale full of scares, eyes bathing in pain and her back hunched in tiredness. She looked nothing like usual.

Sirius, James and Peter slowly tear their eyes of her and looked at each other with wide eyes.

James started walking towards her and lightly touched her shoulder. She flinched and quietly hissed at the pain that waved through her. James looked in her eyes. They were dull and empty with shades of pain showing now or then.

'Mel... You alright?' he asked quietly with care in his voice. She nodded trying to hide a frown of pain she felt with that small move.

'You should visit Madam Pomfrey. I'm sure she could do something?' he asked with concern.

'I'm fine, James. Leave it,' she whispered.

'You don't look that way,' Sirius showed himself from behind her.

'Just ignore it.'

She pulled herself up and started heading to the girls dormitories. Right before she entered she smiled at them: 'Thanks for caring though.'

They didn't want to start fight with her now, because they could feel the loss of the energy she had.

In the same time she wondered what they were doing in this time of night. She wondered they were pranking. But she doubt they would do it without Remus.

From after Melody and Remus' big fight they had hardly seen each other and that made her and (unknowingly for her) his transformations much worse.


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Preden me zakoljete, ker sem vas pustila na cedilu in me tukaj ni bilo skoraj tri tedne: imela sem rojstni dan in potem sem imela tono ocenjevanj in projektov (še vedno jih imamo). Poleg tega pa sem bila veliko na Wattpadu in ljudje tam tudi vedo, da sem imela writer's block ki sem ga uspešno prebrodila. Not to mention, da sem našla ColeyDoesThings na YouTubu in na ta način našla najljubšo YouTuberko. Skratka, boleče je I know. Tukaj pa je obljubljena angleška zgodba, ki rabi ogromno popravkov, ampak trenutno moram pregledati še What are my dreams. Link do te zgodbe na Wattpadu: https://www.wattpad.com/story/238164114-the-perfect-simphony-r-j-l-fanfic
Tole je prolog mimogrede.


~Love, Soamij