že dolgo nisem napisala novga dela in zdaj je čas.




What do I feel right now?

It hurts me when I see
that something changed between us.
Do you even think about me
just the same,
like you promised you will
and said there is nothing to blame?
But there is
and we both know that,
even though we won't say it.
I really miss,
how you saw me back then,
how you never doubted us,
our friendship,
you never asked yourself "when?",
when will it change,
when will I become your fan,
now I did, I am,
because that's the only think I can.

How can it be a mistake,
to tell the truth?
I really thought you deserve it.
And how is it so hard to take
my words, learned by heart,
let them sit?
I see you differently now
but you see me as a beast
who does not deserve you.
Just ask yourself; how
you ended in that mist.
I ended there too.


I regret what I did
and you do not.
I'm too scared to greed
and you are not,
you just won't talk,
not even a word
'cause it would make you walk
through hell with only a sword.
Because of your silence,
you still breathe and live,
but I am struggling
with what memories give.


That's where we will stay,
not lovers not friends,
not strangers not people,
we are silent enemies
in the worst possible way.




torej jah. pa smo tam.