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What do I feel right now?

It is time to stop asking myself
what have *i* I *i* done
and what will happen next.
What have *i* you *i* done to *i* yourself *i*
my question has become
but I won't say it through the text.
Four eyes were meant to talk
and two souls were meant to touch.
So when you tapped on "block,"
you didn't do as much
as I deserve, I guess,
you wanted to hurt me even more,
make me cry into sleep,
even though you have sworn
that you won't take my words too deep.

You did hurt me.
I think you know how deeply into my heart
and how much you have broken it.
The letter was only meant for you to see
that I don't want us to be apart
and I still want us to meet.
Four hands were meant to hold
and two mouths were meant to sing.
Your heart is already sold
and I am waiting for spring
to come and warm the air
because it will somehow bring
something else than despair.

If you think I have given up,
you will very soon see how wrong you are.
But if you think that I have lost hope
you couldn't be more right.
You left me a scar
that hurts every single night
and makes me realize, how far
you have escaped from me
without even the smallest fight
that would my end probably be.




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novo pesem bom napisala takoj, ko se bo kaj najmanjšega zgodilo