The original plan was to come here, find something and get out as soon as possible. But as always, my plans got screwed when I came here. I stayed there for a while before I even started looking for anything. I wanted to explore a little while I was there, maybe even… stay. It felt safe there.
…
My old Foxy mask was in my brother’s closet, I kept it there to scare him when we were younger. But how was it still there now? I remember throwing it away after… after it happened. Did William put it back like the Fredbear plush? It still had bloodstains on it. Why?
Elizabeth’s room was just as I left it. Why did I even bother looking inside? Cause it’s been years, so many years since everything was alright… since we were a happy family. Right? I can’t remember anymore. I missed those times.
My room wasn’t what I left behind when I moved out. It was like in my childhood – my bed, the closet, the desk… everything was there. I imagined my father putting it all back, trying to go back to the better times. It was painful. The door slammed behind me as I walked away crying.
…
“Michael.”
My eyes shot open. I was on the floor in the hallway. What the hell just happened? I looked around, looking for who called my name, but I was alone. I must’ve passed out, which wouldn’t be surprising, considering my physical state. But… I heard that voice. I couldn’t tell who it was, but it was familiar.
I walked down the stairs and tripped halfway through. I took a moment to think where to go. I still needed to find a mask of some sort, that’s why I came here, after all.
And I knew where to find it.
…
When I and my siblings were younger, William’s workshop was off-limit for us. Nobody was allowed inside without his permission, not even Henry, if he ever came over. The room belonged to William and William only. Why? We all found out when it was already too late.
Like so many other families, Henry lost his daughter.
Like so many other children, Elizabeth lost her life.
And William? He lost himself.
…
I found out the easier way, even though it wasn’t easy at all. When he was away, I snuck inside and searched around. It didn’t take me long to find a drawer full of blueprints, notes and sketches. As I looked through them, I found another thing.
A knife.
From that moment, it was all a blur. I should’ve stopped looking, but that wasn’t what I did. I couldn’t think logical anymore. I just searched around, but all I found was more of his ideas that would belong in a horror show. There were more weird blueprints, notes, the springlock rabbit suit, blood…
And yelling. When I turned around, he was standing at the door, watching me. How long has he been there? I remember yelling at him, trying to make him explain, but he was quiet, his face expressionless. Did he not care?
“I HATE YOU!”
He shivered and turned pale. He changed in a moment, like if something flipped a switch. Like if he didn’t expect it. What was wrong with him? I felt the tears running down my face and I stormed out of the room.
“…I just wanted to help.”
I stopped. How was any of this helping? He was a killer.
“Michael, please…”
I didn’t listen to him. I was already in my room, packing my things. I didn’t have a plan; I just knew I had to go away. I had to start over.
…
Why was I remembering this now? I was scared to go inside. The door wasn’t locked, which was weird. Did he know I’d come? I hesitated. What was I going to find? I told myself that it’s okay. None of his creations could harm me more than They already did.
Empty.
That was the first thing that came to my mind after going inside. Even though the shelves were full, the mechanic parts scattered on the floor, something was missing.
he was missing
Everything was as I left it that day. Did he not go inside since then? It seemed unlikely. And it didn’t matter. I had to find something. I looked around and spotted an animatronic head in the corner. I stepped closer and it didn’t take me two seconds to recognize it. All the times I scared my brother flashed before my eyes. I didn’t have a choice now, did I? I picked it up and looked at it closely. Its triangular ears, the long snout, the eyepatch over its right eye. It felt light for an animatronic head; I turned it upside down and realized why. Its insides were already empty. Did he really know I would come? He couldn’t. There was no way.
Right?
I put it on, trying to find something that would make it unusable, but there was nothing. It fit me perfectly. I looked at myself in a mirror and it became obvious that this all was his plan. He was always one step ahead of everybody. I should’ve known.
I had the mask, which meant I could leave.
But there was something else I had to do.
…
The graveyard wasn’t far away, so I decided to walk. Besides, I was less visible without a car. The Foxy head was heavy, but I didn’t mind. It made me feel safer.
I arrived, but I hesitated. As always. I took off the Foxy head and left it at the gate before I went inside. As I was walking past the graves, I noticed one that didn’t really fit in. I stopped and read what it said, even though I knew who it belonged to.
BELOVED DAUGHTER
CHARLIE EMILY
1980-1983
I stepped away, ignoring the memories. I didn’t know where I was going, but I found myself at the right place.
EVAN AFTON
1976-1983
Whatever was stopping me from crying was gone the moment I read the name. How could I forget my own brother’s name? I didn’t forget. I blocked it out of my mind. I can’t describe the guilt that I felt just standing there. I opened my backpack and took out the Fredbear plush. I tried to say something, but nothing came out of my mouth. I just sat there and cried, until my chest went numb. I took a shaky breath.
“I’m sorry.”
The plush’s eyes flickered.
“I wish I could go back… I wish I could make things right. I really, really do. You… deserve a so much better brother. If you had one, you wouldn’t… I know it’s my fault. And I know you’ll never forgive me, but that’s okay. I can’t blame you. I-I never forgave myself either, you know? I think about it all the time. I just hope you’re in a better place now… whatever that means. I-I miss you, Evan… I really do.”
…
“W-what’s that, dad?”
“Huh? Oh, just something I’m working on. Wanna see?
I nodded. I was ten, of course I was excited.
My dad laughed and pointed at the yellow bear costume in the corner.
“Another one of those? Is it anything new?”
“Well, it’s a secret, but I know I can trust you, right, Mikey?”
I nodded again and giggled. I really thought he was speaking the truth. He pressed a button and I watched the animatronic dance to the music coming from its voice box. The performance went on until it abruptly stopped and I heard William curse under his breath. He turned it off and turned back to me.
“What do you think?”
“Cool!”
I know I sounded disappointed, and he noticed it too. He took off one of the animatronic’s arms and carefully pressed something inside it. I heard a click and he mumbled something while putting his arm inside. He moved his fingers and grinned.
“…Dad?”
Something about him seemed so distant when he had that thing. He was moving his arm in all sorts of weird positions, pushing its limits. Like if he wanted it to break.
“What’s its name?”
He snapped out of his thoughts, shook his head and put the arm back on the suit. The springlocks snapped back in place, which made me jump a little. He chuckled.
“It doesn’t have a name yet. Do you think you could help?”
I smiled and started muttering something to myself.
“Freddy, yellow Fred- bear… Oh!”
I looked at the suit and then back at William.
“Fredbear!”
He smiled back at me. We heard a knock on the door and when he opened it, I saw Evan hugging his plush toy.
“There’s something in my closet, dad.”
He sounded scared. William glared at me and left with him, leaving me with the suit. I knew it wasn’t, but it still looked alive.
…
“Michael?”
The voice was clearer this time, but it was a different one.
“…Evan?”
I was still alone. The sunset was near, so I had to hurry. I picked up my backpack and looked at Evan’s grave one last time.
“See you on the other side, little brother.”
I ran, picked up the Foxy head on the way and headed straight to the house. People saw me, but it didn’t matter. I was going to leave, at least for now.
…
I waited until dark to drive back to my house. I was afraid to leave all of this behind, but it was probably for the best. I said goodbye to Elizabeth, I said goodbye to Evan too.
As I was driving away, I could only think of one thing.
“There’s only one thing left for me to do now.”
…
My old Foxy mask was in my brother’s closet, I kept it there to scare him when we were younger. But how was it still there now? I remember throwing it away after… after it happened. Did William put it back like the Fredbear plush? It still had bloodstains on it. Why?
Elizabeth’s room was just as I left it. Why did I even bother looking inside? Cause it’s been years, so many years since everything was alright… since we were a happy family. Right? I can’t remember anymore. I missed those times.
My room wasn’t what I left behind when I moved out. It was like in my childhood – my bed, the closet, the desk… everything was there. I imagined my father putting it all back, trying to go back to the better times. It was painful. The door slammed behind me as I walked away crying.
…
“Michael.”
My eyes shot open. I was on the floor in the hallway. What the hell just happened? I looked around, looking for who called my name, but I was alone. I must’ve passed out, which wouldn’t be surprising, considering my physical state. But… I heard that voice. I couldn’t tell who it was, but it was familiar.
I walked down the stairs and tripped halfway through. I took a moment to think where to go. I still needed to find a mask of some sort, that’s why I came here, after all.
And I knew where to find it.
…
When I and my siblings were younger, William’s workshop was off-limit for us. Nobody was allowed inside without his permission, not even Henry, if he ever came over. The room belonged to William and William only. Why? We all found out when it was already too late.
Like so many other families, Henry lost his daughter.
Like so many other children, Elizabeth lost her life.
And William? He lost himself.
…
I found out the easier way, even though it wasn’t easy at all. When he was away, I snuck inside and searched around. It didn’t take me long to find a drawer full of blueprints, notes and sketches. As I looked through them, I found another thing.
A knife.
From that moment, it was all a blur. I should’ve stopped looking, but that wasn’t what I did. I couldn’t think logical anymore. I just searched around, but all I found was more of his ideas that would belong in a horror show. There were more weird blueprints, notes, the springlock rabbit suit, blood…
And yelling. When I turned around, he was standing at the door, watching me. How long has he been there? I remember yelling at him, trying to make him explain, but he was quiet, his face expressionless. Did he not care?
“I HATE YOU!”
He shivered and turned pale. He changed in a moment, like if something flipped a switch. Like if he didn’t expect it. What was wrong with him? I felt the tears running down my face and I stormed out of the room.
“…I just wanted to help.”
I stopped. How was any of this helping? He was a killer.
“Michael, please…”
I didn’t listen to him. I was already in my room, packing my things. I didn’t have a plan; I just knew I had to go away. I had to start over.
…
Why was I remembering this now? I was scared to go inside. The door wasn’t locked, which was weird. Did he know I’d come? I hesitated. What was I going to find? I told myself that it’s okay. None of his creations could harm me more than They already did.
Empty.
That was the first thing that came to my mind after going inside. Even though the shelves were full, the mechanic parts scattered on the floor, something was missing.
he was missing
Everything was as I left it that day. Did he not go inside since then? It seemed unlikely. And it didn’t matter. I had to find something. I looked around and spotted an animatronic head in the corner. I stepped closer and it didn’t take me two seconds to recognize it. All the times I scared my brother flashed before my eyes. I didn’t have a choice now, did I? I picked it up and looked at it closely. Its triangular ears, the long snout, the eyepatch over its right eye. It felt light for an animatronic head; I turned it upside down and realized why. Its insides were already empty. Did he really know I would come? He couldn’t. There was no way.
Right?
I put it on, trying to find something that would make it unusable, but there was nothing. It fit me perfectly. I looked at myself in a mirror and it became obvious that this all was his plan. He was always one step ahead of everybody. I should’ve known.
I had the mask, which meant I could leave.
But there was something else I had to do.
…
The graveyard wasn’t far away, so I decided to walk. Besides, I was less visible without a car. The Foxy head was heavy, but I didn’t mind. It made me feel safer.
I arrived, but I hesitated. As always. I took off the Foxy head and left it at the gate before I went inside. As I was walking past the graves, I noticed one that didn’t really fit in. I stopped and read what it said, even though I knew who it belonged to.
BELOVED DAUGHTER
CHARLIE EMILY
1980-1983
I stepped away, ignoring the memories. I didn’t know where I was going, but I found myself at the right place.
EVAN AFTON
1976-1983
Whatever was stopping me from crying was gone the moment I read the name. How could I forget my own brother’s name? I didn’t forget. I blocked it out of my mind. I can’t describe the guilt that I felt just standing there. I opened my backpack and took out the Fredbear plush. I tried to say something, but nothing came out of my mouth. I just sat there and cried, until my chest went numb. I took a shaky breath.
“I’m sorry.”
The plush’s eyes flickered.
“I wish I could go back… I wish I could make things right. I really, really do. You… deserve a so much better brother. If you had one, you wouldn’t… I know it’s my fault. And I know you’ll never forgive me, but that’s okay. I can’t blame you. I-I never forgave myself either, you know? I think about it all the time. I just hope you’re in a better place now… whatever that means. I-I miss you, Evan… I really do.”
…
“W-what’s that, dad?”
“Huh? Oh, just something I’m working on. Wanna see?
I nodded. I was ten, of course I was excited.
My dad laughed and pointed at the yellow bear costume in the corner.
“Another one of those? Is it anything new?”
“Well, it’s a secret, but I know I can trust you, right, Mikey?”
I nodded again and giggled. I really thought he was speaking the truth. He pressed a button and I watched the animatronic dance to the music coming from its voice box. The performance went on until it abruptly stopped and I heard William curse under his breath. He turned it off and turned back to me.
“What do you think?”
“Cool!”
I know I sounded disappointed, and he noticed it too. He took off one of the animatronic’s arms and carefully pressed something inside it. I heard a click and he mumbled something while putting his arm inside. He moved his fingers and grinned.
“…Dad?”
Something about him seemed so distant when he had that thing. He was moving his arm in all sorts of weird positions, pushing its limits. Like if he wanted it to break.
“What’s its name?”
He snapped out of his thoughts, shook his head and put the arm back on the suit. The springlocks snapped back in place, which made me jump a little. He chuckled.
“It doesn’t have a name yet. Do you think you could help?”
I smiled and started muttering something to myself.
“Freddy, yellow Fred- bear… Oh!”
I looked at the suit and then back at William.
“Fredbear!”
He smiled back at me. We heard a knock on the door and when he opened it, I saw Evan hugging his plush toy.
“There’s something in my closet, dad.”
He sounded scared. William glared at me and left with him, leaving me with the suit. I knew it wasn’t, but it still looked alive.
…
“Michael?”
The voice was clearer this time, but it was a different one.
“…Evan?”
I was still alone. The sunset was near, so I had to hurry. I picked up my backpack and looked at Evan’s grave one last time.
“See you on the other side, little brother.”
I ran, picked up the Foxy head on the way and headed straight to the house. People saw me, but it didn’t matter. I was going to leave, at least for now.
…
I waited until dark to drive back to my house. I was afraid to leave all of this behind, but it was probably for the best. I said goodbye to Elizabeth, I said goodbye to Evan too.
As I was driving away, I could only think of one thing.
“There’s only one thing left for me to do now.”
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Sem punca, stara 16 let. Pri sebi zadnje čase opažam, da imam velik problem sama s seboj oz. z mojim izgledom.
Začnimo pri teži. Visoka sem okoli 162cm in kar nekaj časa sedaj sem imela konstantno težo 55kg. Že to se mi je zdelo veliko in sem hotela težo spraviti pod 50kg. Ko sem se s seboj končno sprijaznila in se začela imeti rada, pa BUM se zredim na kar 58kg. To se mi zdi ogromno. Ne morem brez da se vsak dan stehtam. Opažam različno, ko sem napeta imam 58kg, kakšen dan celo 56kg. Ne vem zakaj moja teža tako niha. Če mi tehtnica pokaže kilograme s katerimi nisem zadovoljna, se včasih celo zjokam, vedno pa imam zato slab dan. Mogoče je to povezano tudi s tem da sem pred nekaj meseci začela redno teči, ravno zato da bi ostala v formi in pridobila kondicijo (pa tudi da bi shujšala). Morda pridobivam mišično maso, a s seboj nisem zadovoljna. Med tekom se počutim res odlično, ker počnem nekaj zase, ampak ali je cena vredna tega da se bom zredila?
Druga težava pa je samopodoba v družbi. Na splošno sem bolj tiha in umirjena punca, a to ne pomeni da se ne znam sprostiti. Vsi s katerimi se družim največ časa vejo da znam biti tudi glasna in zabavna. S tistimi pravimi prijateljicami se res sprostim, a med sošolci in razredom pač ne morem biti taka da se kar obrnem eno vrsto nazaj k fantom in se začnem pogovarjat. Želim biti bolj sponatana, ampak ali bom potem to še vedno jaz?
Tretjič. Opažam vse ko si podobne starosti kot jaz, in veliko jih je skupaj. So pač poparčkani. Sošolke mi razlagajo kako si cele dneve pišejo s fanti. Kako hodijo na pijače skupaj z njimi. Kako grejo skupaj žurat ob vikendih. Jaz pa se borim le s to šolo in se non stop učim. Daleč od tega da ne bi že v preteklosti izvedela da sem bila kakšnemu fantu všeč, bila sem všeč že kar nekaj fantom. Ampak takrat smo bili majhni. Že sedaj si mi zdi malo zgodaj, da bi imela fanta. A, ob enem si ga želim. Tudi jaz želim biti del tega. Nisem še imela prvega poljuba, malo mi je nerodno. Nekako imaš prvi poljub pri 13, 14. Zato sem verjetno kriva sama, lahko bi bila skupaj s kom, a tega nisem hotela. Govorim si fokus mora biti na šoli. Morda pa delam napako. Jaz si želim spoznati fanta, ki me bo imel zares rad. Jaz nočem teh kratkih situationshipov in ne vem česa vsega. Jaz želim da bi me nekdo imel rad tako zares. Tako da bi mi prinesel rože, ne pa ponudil cigareta. Tako, da bi me povabil na kavo, ne pa v klub žurat. Tako, da bi me peljal v hribe, ne pa k sebi domov. Nekoga ki me bi čakal da sem pripravljena jaz. Nekako ne vem če to v tem svetu še obstaja. Za sedaj sem ugotovila le to da so vsi fantje isti. Iščim tak old love style, nekaj posebnega. Fanta s katerim bom skupaj dalj časa in ne le eno noč.
Ali ima kdo morda kakšen nasvet glede mojih problemov? Hvala vam če boste sploh prebrali. Če si kdo v današnjem svetu vzame 2minutki da prebere tako dolgo objavo.
Sem punca, stara 16 let. Pri sebi zadnje čase opažam, da imam velik problem sama s seboj oz. z mojim izgledom.
Začnimo pri teži. Visoka sem okoli 162cm in kar nekaj časa sedaj sem imela konstantno težo 55kg. Že to se mi je zdelo veliko in sem hotela težo spraviti pod 50kg. Ko sem se s seboj končno sprijaznila in se začela imeti rada, pa BUM se zredim na kar 58kg. To se mi zdi ogromno. Ne morem brez da se vsak dan stehtam. Opažam različno, ko sem napeta imam 58kg, kakšen dan celo 56kg. Ne vem zakaj moja teža tako niha. Če mi tehtnica pokaže kilograme s katerimi nisem zadovoljna, se včasih celo zjokam, vedno pa imam zato slab dan. Mogoče je to povezano tudi s tem da sem pred nekaj meseci začela redno teči, ravno zato da bi ostala v formi in pridobila kondicijo (pa tudi da bi shujšala). Morda pridobivam mišično maso, a s seboj nisem zadovoljna. Med tekom se počutim res odlično, ker počnem nekaj zase, ampak ali je cena vredna tega da se bom zredila?
Druga težava pa je samopodoba v družbi. Na splošno sem bolj tiha in umirjena punca, a to ne pomeni da se ne znam sprostiti. Vsi s katerimi se družim največ časa vejo da znam biti tudi glasna in zabavna. S tistimi pravimi prijateljicami se res sprostim, a med sošolci in razredom pač ne morem biti taka da se kar obrnem eno vrsto nazaj k fantom in se začnem pogovarjat. Želim biti bolj sponatana, ampak ali bom potem to še vedno jaz?
Tretjič. Opažam vse ko si podobne starosti kot jaz, in veliko jih je skupaj. So pač poparčkani. Sošolke mi razlagajo kako si cele dneve pišejo s fanti. Kako hodijo na pijače skupaj z njimi. Kako grejo skupaj žurat ob vikendih. Jaz pa se borim le s to šolo in se non stop učim. Daleč od tega da ne bi že v preteklosti izvedela da sem bila kakšnemu fantu všeč, bila sem všeč že kar nekaj fantom. Ampak takrat smo bili majhni. Že sedaj si mi zdi malo zgodaj, da bi imela fanta. A, ob enem si ga želim. Tudi jaz želim biti del tega. Nisem še imela prvega poljuba, malo mi je nerodno. Nekako imaš prvi poljub pri 13, 14. Zato sem verjetno kriva sama, lahko bi bila skupaj s kom, a tega nisem hotela. Govorim si fokus mora biti na šoli. Morda pa delam napako. Jaz si želim spoznati fanta, ki me bo imel zares rad. Jaz nočem teh kratkih situationshipov in ne vem česa vsega. Jaz želim da bi me nekdo imel rad tako zares. Tako da bi mi prinesel rože, ne pa ponudil cigareta. Tako, da bi me povabil na kavo, ne pa v klub žurat. Tako, da bi me peljal v hribe, ne pa k sebi domov. Nekoga ki me bi čakal da sem pripravljena jaz. Nekako ne vem če to v tem svetu še obstaja. Za sedaj sem ugotovila le to da so vsi fantje isti. Iščim tak old love style, nekaj posebnega. Fanta s katerim bom skupaj dalj časa in ne le eno noč.
Ali ima kdo morda kakšen nasvet glede mojih problemov? Hvala vam če boste sploh prebrali. Če si kdo v današnjem svetu vzame 2minutki da prebere tako dolgo objavo.



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